Losing myself

My eyes close, I’m holding onto the memories and hatred. My slumber, all alone in my in my head. So silent…

I can’t explain the way my tears run blood along my veins. If I let go of my pain, I’ll cease to be, to give into the plague…

war is coming, I can hear it in my heart. Blood will flow along the grounds of the innocent. I can’t deceive the darkness anymore. I’m letting go, I’m losing control over myself.

You beat me down, so low and now I’m crying my soul. I’m losing control. You lead me to a place where I can’t feel my face.

Death is just an anesthetic for what’s to come. A body left behind with no face, feeling numb. All alone, I cry here fading into nothing. All alone I lie here dying..

…losing myself..