As time goes by and feelings start to fade, I’m left asking myself “what now”. You’ve left such an impact on my heart, soul and mind that I’m unsure of the next step to make.
You taught me a lot of things about myself that would’ve taken me years to figure out on my own, and I thank you for that.
I thank you for everything you’ve done to and for me as I could never repay you.
As I sit here reminiscing on what used to be, I’m looking at a different face, a different heart beat, a different man.
He’s not and could never be you. But maybe that’s a good thing. You’re the fuel to my fire, and I am the fire that burns within you.
Maybe now, you can learn to love yourself the way you helped me love myself. Maybe now, you can calm that fire.
Hoping that one day, you’ll start to breathe normally again, without all of the ash from the aftermath that was us.